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You tried, and that means something.

Respect for working to finish anyway

GD?

Nevermind, i see what you mean lmao

at least they didn't literally snip your cable wire

It still is.

Thanks for the input, guys.

I wouldn't say it is bad to need an idol as it seems to have been effective to an extent from what you've said. Some people just need something to look up to, live for, or believe in and their really isn't anything wrong with that and could be said to be a part of human nature.

And it gets on my nerves somehow. I wanna be myself, and with my mimicking people I look up to... Well, let's just say the way I unconsciously change myself clashes with my views on how I should live. And yet, I can't improve without it. Damn dilemma.

If you have become apathetic to it then you may just have lost any interest in it and be better off finding a new course or have you just become apathetic to everything? It wouldn't be too far of a stretch to say some of this may be caused by depression. You might even just need some time and it will all come back to you.

Well... maybe.

As long as you pass your classes there's nothing to worry about.

I kind of want to graduate with something left in my head, though? NSU is heavy on theory and light on things that might help in the future, so... well.

(the Philippine education system is weird)

How so?

Also, don't compare yourself to the "top dogs". The only person you're competing against is yourself.

Yeah, it kills motivation and all, but if I don't, then I'm just going to stale. Or something. It doesn't help that my previous 'idols' were pretty much good in everything they put their mind to.

Sounds like you need counseling.

Thank you, starburst. Help me?

Sounds like you need counseling.

I had this sort of problem as well during my first term. I was really hanging back, doing nothing important until it needed to be done. Now that I'm in the second term (the Philippine education system is weird), my strategy is to get to your work before laziness gets to you. Also, don't compare yourself to the "top dogs". The only person you're competing against is yourself. At least, that's my two cents on the matter.

Sounds like me and half the physics department when I was an undergrad.

Even if you've lost interest, muscle through it since a physics degree is quite nice and you can transition into almost any engineering, math or computer science related topic for a graduate program (basically whatever interests you most) or get a job or both.

Fortunately, you do not need to excel unless you are looking for a phd program and most employers don't care about your grades after your first job (and even the first guy probably won't care too much).

As long as you pass your classes there's nothing to worry about.

I wouldn't say it is bad to need an idol as it seems to have been effective to an extent from what you've said. Some people just need something to look up to, live for, or believe in and their really isn't anything wrong with that and could be said to be a part of human nature.

Nor is it bad to be content with a level of ability. Enough is good enough in many cases, even if it isn't in the current one.

I wonder if you really enjoy what you're studying? If you have become apathetic to it then you may just have lost any interest in it and be better off finding a new course or have you just become apathetic to everything? It wouldn't be too far of a stretch to say some of this may be caused by depression. You might even just need some time and it will all come back to you.

I tried my beeest. *sob*

Well, glad you had a good time

^^I was stifling a laugh when Christine kissed Phantom while Raul was hanging on the rope.

^*looks through the brochure* Yeah, new production.

Oh, is it the new production of it? I remember hearing about a new production of Phantom when I went to see Book of Mormon last month.

Originally Posted by R.Lock

I'd really like to reply to Leo, but his comment's like what I think about Phantom.

raul a shit btw

Nope. I'll think of something, though.

do I have to pretend to hate it when people add lemon to tea for you to write me cute messages?

I'd really like to reply to Leo, but his comment's like what I think about Phantom.

Hate for any addings to tea.

but seriously why tobias and not me

what's he got that I don't?