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A kind of generalised disgust with no clear object permeates my experience of TM these days. Probably nothing more than a particular instance of the overall malaise inspired in me by almost everything that bills itself as culture. But the particularities, in this case, by dint of some kind of sunk-costs calculation - wasted too much of my life on this fucking website, har har, haven't we all, all the hours lost to a glowing rectangle which promised all the validation you'd ever want as long as you ...

So, for those of you who don't know, I am a gamer of tabletop RPGs. It's something I don't keep secret, mainly because I don't think it should be kept secret, though I don't actively announce it at times. I just wanted to make sure you all understood the context for what I'm about to say next.

Now, about a month ago, I was reading a Google+ post by the CEO of a website called High Level Games. I saw that they were hiring, so I decided to apply, namely by submitting an article to their ...

> An ingrown hair on my chin somehow managed to burst out of its confines and emerge a beautiful flower. I yanked the bitch out. I was planning on gouging my chin open with needles and tweezers at some point like how I usually deal with all my ingrown facial hairs - bloody and horrible but it saved me the trouble.

> Despite double layering the toilet paper, the remaining poop was somehow the right combination of moist and grainy and significantly compromised the integrity of the ...

The up side of being in between jobs is that you can catch up a lot on stuff that slipped by when you have a busy work schedule; video games, netflix, books writing, all that jazz. Downside is that it's lonely, all my friends from sixth form when off all over the country for uni while I went into work and my girlfriend is the stay-at-home type. Aside from her, I haven't really seen anyone else as of late.

That is till I find out a few friends are coming back down from wales for the ...

I am slowly making progress in my eventual transition. I sadly won't be able to get on HRT until years from now. I'll need to get through college and gain financial independence before I can realistically start that without too many major repercussions.

Ideally I'll also be living in a different state by this time. I can't change the fact that most of my family will shun me when I do eventually come out, hence the desire to move somewhere else, along with safety reasons.
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