Daydreamy Side of the Moon

Uwehhhh...

Nervous, nervous. Trying to psyche myself up to go to Miku Expo in a few hours.

It's not like it's the first time - I went to Miku Expo 2016 in Mexico City, and I even cosplayed back then! But it's the first time I've gone to a concert alone and first experiences bring my anxiety all the way back to full speed. It's not even a clearly articulated worry, or a specific cause for concern, just a fuzzy, ...

Statistics:
STR: D+ (C+)
END: D
AGI: C+ (B+)
MGI: A
LCK: C
NP: A

Current Condition:
Wounds: 7/7
Prana: 700/800

Injuries:
None.

Class Skills:

Spoiler:

Item Creation
Rank: ?

Territory Creation
Rank: ?

Personal Skills:

Spoiler:

Magecraft
Rank: D
Knowledge about modern thaumaturgy. [???]

At this

...

Today's forecast: Mostly cloudy. 80% chance of rain.

Wow. It's nearly Spring again.



Just about a whole year since one of the less sunny days in my life. Which means I actually get a chance to try again for a particular treatment, after waiting an entire year for my next chance! That's how long I had to wait after not getting cleared last year, and time's about up.

It makes me wonder a bit how far I've actually come this year. I don't feel especially different - I still ...

Sunny discovery #587:
Trying not to cough for three hours straight is surprisingly difficult, even where pointy things are concerned.

Sunny discovery #588:
...Ouchie.



Sometimes, I think it would be nice to be

normal

healthy

. But making progress is enough for now.