The Ramblings Of A Fool

I don't get it. I just had a 3 hour debate over the phone about love with a friend. I came to the conclusion that I really don't get it. She asked me what I think about my family and I came to the conclusion that I felt very little. I have a father and a mother but I don't really feel anything for them. I hear that family members and friends have died and I just move on without a care. Maybe I'll spare a tear or two but in the end I'll be fine the next day. Can someone explain to me what I should ...