Ligerleon89

Sometimes you just have to look back on the awkwardness back then and the awkwardness right now. You wonder if stuff like having to fail on the test, yet do better on homework in terms of practice before the test, having to deal with a program that still riddled with errors, yet you had to fix one little thing you made that you cause 50 errors, and you're stubborn to calm down and get off the computer for 5 minutes and look up what common mistakes you made. You wonder if stuff like that is just "one of those days" and it is for all of us living on this blue planet.

Whatever issue what we got does depends on the first day that we had started developing it that lasted throughout the entirety of our lives, that takes time to get over them and conquer them when we realized and figure out what's wrong with us. Whatever it may be, it causes such bad or awkward days to happen, and often we have to help ourselves as much as we can. Some help from others will suffice, but most of the way we do have to help ourselves get over things that can cause us trouble.

Sometimes dealing with it takes longer than others, but it doesn't matter so long as we get over our fears and doubts and replace that with anticipation with new challenges. Because this is reality, the great unknown, the mystery where we don't know what happens next in all our futures, all we know is that our actions along with our thoughts affects the outcome of what happens to us later, in any given point in time.

I have my issues but I have to remember that it's better to do something than nothing at all, and being afraid of something and not facing will not help me move forward into the future that I want. No excuse will not help me, never has, never will, no matter how much I try to skips some times, the things I skip will be essential in my very dreams to become a video game programmer or whatever that's in my mind. Even my dream to make my own computer.

Math and C++ stuff such as Arrays, mastering those are still needed to have in order to become very more than proficient with my skills, and that's just me. The same applies for those with many goals, careers and other future expectations we have for ourselves.

When its all said and done, we have to prove ourselves to make plenty of things work. Having free time and stuff can be still good and helpful, but finding something to do that we love without feeling that its too much work can do us a lot of favors.

that's my blog for today.