Nicktendonick's Blog

Well, Hello everyone! I'm still floating around, and still alive. for the most part, I haven't been around the past few months. I've just been...well, doing...well, I really don't know.

Seriously, sometimes it amazes me.

"What the hell did I do today?"
"I don't know nick, I think we just browsed a few trope pages"
"No way, it's been hours, it couldn't have taken that long"
"Hey! You explain this, cause I sure can't!"

And then the voices in my head fight and I get control back.
*laughs*

Anyway, i've been mostly working, doing a bit of loafing, and finally kicked myself back into writing (Again).
Oh, and dealing with a monster hunter addiction. DEAR LORD that game is CRACK. Seriously, the Church oughta use it to deal with the 27. They'd get addicted and forget to drink any blood and would end up starving themselves to death.

I can't wait for Monster Hunter 4. I can online play with all my addicted vampires fellow hunters.

But for now, it took me having to pack away my 3DS and most of my videogames, leaving my lappy and my PSP, and my PS2 as the only systems I have (I just recently picked back up my 3DS, mostly because I need to use the video recorder function. I fear putting back in MH3U, I just finally Detoxed from it, I don't wanna get readdicted, I wanna do stuff instead of play that one game).

Also I've been listening to Writing Excuses, which is really awesome and you should listen to it too if you're a writer.

I've been dealing with a lot of IRL stuff, including the most important one, MOVING!

Yes! That's right people who don't remember me and those who's lives are not forever more changed by this annoucement, I'm moving!

Playing around aside, It's not too far, about 15-ish minutes away from where I live now. It'll be smaller, and it's also closer to a friend of mine (Cool plus). Sadly, the usual stores I visit are now going to be further away, so that's gonna cost me more gas.

Also, that thing I mentioned earlier, Bacterium. I have been essentually creating it in my head, stringing together what I feel could be a execellent surival action horror franchise, as well as Grandeur Knight, what would be a shonen manga about knights.
Now how do I get those from ideas to videogame / pen and paper...I'm not sure. I'm not exactly a good artist nor am I a software developer.
I'm not even sure how much I should talk about them though, I mean, if I just flat out say everything here then what's to stop someone from stealing it (or even viewing it, because everything story-wise is would be spoiled)

I'm sure I'll know one day. I'm sure I'll know one day.

And then when I'm making my rounds seeing this place after so long and making this one post, I see this thing that says Bittersweet is Crying Vegeta.
I'm a little shocked. I assumed CV was a guy, and I knew Bittersweet was a girl. The revelation was a bit of a "wha" moment. Kinda sad.
I also thought Bittersweet was cute. *shrugs* You know until you see them for real I suppose (or maybe CV was a girl this whole time and I never knew. *shrugs again*.)

I read the first two pages of the thread, and a bunch of people were temp-banned for short amounts of time, a metaphorical dead horse was beaten (a seemingly banned guy being banned again), Leo lost his modship, and I'm assuming Bittersweet / CV is perma-banned from BL.

I really won't be saying anything else about this, mostly because I know nothing about the situation, and I will not be one of those idiots who act like they know what they're talking about but know nothing.

As for my eyes on the rest of BL, well, I really don't know what else is going on here. I am SO out of the loop it's not even funny.

Well, execpt to me. I find my out-of-loopness funny, as I seem to have a natural tendency to usually be out of the loop.

I was reading the thread, and then people started talking how a new mod is needed.

Hell, if you're having trouble finding someone, put me in charge to herd the cats neko-arcs. I'm so out of the loop i might actually be a effective mod and a decent steward to the people
I laughed writing that, cause just maybe that might atually be crazy enough to work to pick someone completely outside "the system". (But that'd add a workload on my already "busy" shoulders, and probably wouldn't be fun. But hey, if one is called to serve who are they to say no).

I'm assuming said position has been picked, so To whomever was picked, I wish you good luck and happy modding. We need people in who can keep the peace and make sure the fourm isn't filled with spammers, rage inducers, and the what-nots that others have described much better then me elsewhere.

For those who were banned, if you're reading this (*shrugs* I doubt I'm popular enough), well, good luck.
You guys will need to earn back the trust your peers lent to you. Trust is easy to break, hard to regain. But I have faith in humanity, and faith that you all that eventually your peers will give you a second chance, and we can all move on with our lives.

But remember, people will forgive you for one's misdeeds, but if they give you that second chance and you betray that faith, you will not get it back.
People forgive and move on, but only fools truly forget.

Alright, that's enough for now.
Have a great night everyone

PS- and I STILL need to read Kirean's stuff. I know I'm so missing out on the epic awesome known as his works.