The Random Ideas and Thoughts of a Fellow Magus

Hi folks, Milbunk here again, though I haven't been posting that often. Perhaps it's time I finally explain why.

I know I may not always be the best forumite around but I like to think I'm at least trying. I like to post new content and join conversations even when I sometimes miss key points or mess up information in general, but I at least like to think that some of me opinions on certain matters are worth something regardless of what others might say.

I like to host annual projects and create Roleplaying games that I also think others might be interested in even if those oftentimes need lots of work and fail in the end anyways.

And to be honest though I don't show it, sometimes I can also be effected by certain comments from other people (who I will not name) and those can bring me down.

That combined with certain real life issues created a vortex that made me feel like this forum wasn't all that worth it anymore. Honestly I was seriously considering leaving for good for a time.

It was these thoughts that caused me to postpone my CYOA as well as withdraw from judging my very own contest. A contest that I liked to pride myself on for the fact that I've kept it alive for four years now.

I was so concerned with other crap that when April Fools came and went I only put in enough effort to take the tiniest of glimpses at the forum. And it wasn't until today just a short time ago that I actually went to read the thread itself and got to enjoy all its hilarity. But even that wasn't enough for me to regain interest in the universe I used to love and adore so very much.

Until I came across a certain post by a certain forumite. And you know what I think?

Maybe it doesn't matter about most of that stupid crap but it was kind of fun looking back. I may not be the best writer, or defender in a discussion, heck I can't even post proper sentences all the time, but at least it was all fun.

I would rather be a naive fool than fall like those trolls who take such enjoyment out of such stupid things.

So thanks to all those BLers who kept the good times going, thanks to a certain magus whose spells could even overtake the user of multifraction dimension phenominom, and at most especially thanks to that idiotic near sighted lecturer who ruined himself for a stupid cause yet had a heart of gold.

This is for you K... May your star keep shining even after your days go by.

Whew man I really don't post this kind of stuff often but I really needed to get that off of my chest. Now, onto the more important stuff, updates!

In regards to my To Be a Magus CYOA, I'll be posting an official update for that this upcoming Friday! I'll do my utmost to make sure I stick to this deadline so hopefully you will all get to enjoy your new protagonist Sakura as soon as I can post it.

As for the contest, I'll be making sure to get on the judges about their posting habits as soon as I get the chance. I'll see that we get these reviews up as soon as I can make it so. At the very least I'll make sure they don't take six months even if I have to do them myself.

And finally who knows, maybe I'll start something new and interesting for you all to see, that could be interesting, right?

TL;DR, I'll be posting again soon, K... forever!