Stayed at home sick today. Apparently my mom caught the flu and by the miracle of unregulated Christmas family get togethers, so did I. So of course, I did what any reasonable person does in that situation - force myself to sit at my computer sniffling, sore, and grumpy, working on a story idea for a Grand Order and/or Fate/EXTRA story arc setting and writing a bunch of sheets I know full well I will never, ever ever ...
Updated December 26th, 2017 at 11:03 PM by Sunny
Saaaaaaaa... Back home after a 10 day stay. I knew I'd cry. I knew I'd cry hard. I thought I was prepared enough. But it seems like I cry that much more and longer each time I have to return home after we get to see each other. Twice so far in long, ugly jaunts. I suppose it's a testament to how happy that week was, so I should be grateful - and I am - but that doesn't make the initial snapback to everyday ...
I always get super nervous when it´s time for me to travel. I mean, okay, I get nervous everywhere, and for just about everything. But I get particularly nervous when I travel. There´s so many variables I can hardly control and I desperately want them all to go correctly, even if I can only control a fraction of them. The first time I came here, I missed a connecting flight. The second time, I didn´t pack enough clothes appropriate for the season. Etc. But ...