All in the Golden Afternoon

As of late, I have began again to quietly mope around and lament my lack of motivation, however, I've noticed some things. Strange things.

I can honestly say that I have never fully applied myself to anything in the years that I can remember- that's over two decades of me half-assing my way by. It stands to reason, then, that I, who do not apply myself, would not make any real progress. This, of course, is as I've planned for the time being- to delay my having to put effort into things ...