I'm frustrated because I care too much about things I don't care about. ... If that made sense to you, you're doing better than me. Anyway, I'd like to take a bit of time to complain about myself. I've never had a terribly high opinion of myself, but never is it lower than when I start going off on tangents about this or that. My irrational anger, for lack of a better term, really pisses me off, and I can't seem to find a way to control it. This ...
I need to come out with this. It's been bothering me since before I joined, and even though I'll probably sound like an idiotic fangirl here, I don't care - I just want to express my frustration with one particular thing. There is not enough Lancer x Bazett in existence. It's basically my top Fate ship, period. There are a few others that I ship really hard, but Lancer x Bazett is pretty much my number one. And while I can sort of understand why some of my other favorites ...