Yeah, I dunno what's up right now. I feel... sort of out of it? A little? I can't quite identify what it is, but I think maybe the closest thing is 'insecurity'. Like I can't grasp what people actually are thinking or feeling at the moment, or if I'm doing something wrong while talking to them, even though nobody's expressed any sort of direct irritation or negativity towards me (or trying to talk to them -too much- and making them sick of me, I dunno). And it hasn't really ...
It's strange. I only realised today that I'm 22 years old when I looked at my displayed age, and not 23 years old like I thought I was. ... Before anyone asks how this is possible, I must point towards the fact that I'm half Korean and that in Korea people's ages are +1 when compared with western systems. This is because we count from the time we are conceived, and not the time that we are actually born. Another reason why I got mixed up with my age is that... I really ...
So, yeah, spoilers for what happens. DO NOT READ FURTHER IF YOU PLAN ON READING THE SION FIC I'M WORKING ON. I'm not putting it in spoiler tags, though, because of what this is about. If it wasn't pretty obvious if you read my stuff, I sort of have an austere style of writing. I tend to write deliberately poetical-like, because, well, I kind of think like that. Abstractly. I'm way better at theory classes than I am with, say, grammar classes. Probably because I'm pretty self-taught ...
So I've started up and got a job, and it's looking pretty fine for me for the next while. However, this week's been incredibly long and hectic, what with the hoops I have to jump through when it comes to work and getting everything going for that. It's really tiring, overall, and it doesn't help that it's 1AM right now and I should be sleeping. But, I think the worst part of it is Leo (LeopardBear, of course) being busy due to his school stuff. I mean, I'm really proud of him for just ...
Well, I finally posted another part of Lyrical Days. And I don't like it. Now, I normally act like this. The whole, "Woah is me, my writing sucks" spiel and all, but this time I actually have a reason for it. The pacing is off. I had put some stupid limit on how long I wanted this part to go, but rather than just write naturally, I tried to constrain myself within those limits. There are parts of this chapter that I cut out entirely (parts that are ...
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