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The Nutty Cynic's House

Sa-yō-na-ra...

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Mr. House
, October 13th, 2012 at 09:49 PM (4266 Views)
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As this dog looks around, he reminisce about his first time in his new home, believing it to be a place where he can open up and have fun. It took time to develop courage to get here, but when he did, he settled in. As time went on, the dog tried to interact with people and the results were great. His search for interaction was the driving force to opening himself, to allow himself to let out his dark secrets. It was only when it started happening that those results started declining.

It declined to the point it affected him and caused him to lash out. The neglect was overwhelming, he didn't want to feel this way again, not after what he did to get so far in his new home. He left, and a few days later, came back and noticed that his new home was still the same. At first, he thought he could integrate back in again, but realized that even though the location hasn't changed, the people there did. The dog tried to interact again, but the neglect kept coming back, crushing his heart completely until it was hollowed out.

Turning around, the dog went back to his dwelling and took his belongings before leaving, trying to find a new home in this unknown world...

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Just thought I'd post this (sort of a little depressing writer at times when I need to be). If you got any last words for me, say it here...

Updated October 13th, 2012 at 10:21 PM by Mr. House

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  1. SeiKeo's Avatar
    I can't say I know everything, but you were a pretty decent guy. Do something interesting, for yourself and everyone else.
  2. ZidanReign's Avatar
    "And he was never heard from again..."
    GAME OVER
  3. Strange_One's Avatar
    Really can't say I know anything given that my presence here is limited, not entirely sane or coherent. I'm not sure what place I even have around here. Bokunenjin da. I just yammer on even if people don't pay attention to me ;_;

    I hope you find place and purpose soon. But for such a thing, it does mean you must go out to search for it. Trust me. I'm an eternal hyprocrite - so I know all the best advice.
  4. Kotonoha's Avatar
  5. Neir's Avatar
    sup
  6. lantzblades's Avatar
    good luck I suppose although it would be preferable if you didn't leave. BL needs a variety of people to survive, that aside I haven't gotten the chance to get to know you. if people are giving you the business then stick around, your opinions, likes etcetera are yours and if people take issue with you because of that then let them as they obviously aren't worth talking to if they try to impose themselves or their views on you.
  7. Reekwind's Avatar
    I don't think anyone is neglection you on purpose, whatever is happening here it is full of great people an of course bad ones too but isn't that worth the try to find people who really value you.
  8. Chaos Greyblood's Avatar
    Wow, you're really going away, huh...?
  9. I3uster's Avatar
    With his generally emo disposition I hope this is really just leaving the forum...
  10. ZidanReign's Avatar
    Quote Originally Posted by I3uster
    With his generally emo disposition I hope this is really just leaving the forum...
    If he's going to off himself, then I'll teleport to Rhode Islanda and kick him with my fist.
  11. mangafreak7793's Avatar
    Kick him with your fist? Does not make sense.

    I see....though glad I wasn't the only one who thought this....can you make this more understandable?


    I don't get the meaning behind your words.
  12. ZidanReign's Avatar
    Quote Originally Posted by mangafreak7793
    Kick him with your fist? Does not make sense.
    When you've become as manly as I, your punches and kicks are not limited to the limbs that are supposed to do these actions.
  13. Bittersweet's Avatar
    Wouldn't that be more of a "foot punch"?
  14. Dark Pulse's Avatar
    Quote Originally Posted by Bittersweet
    Wouldn't that be more of a "foot punch"?
    No.
  15. Guy's Avatar
    ZIDAAAN PAWNCH!
  16. Tobias's Avatar
    If you got any last words
    I curse Zoidberg
  17. Mr. House's Avatar
    Geez, thank guys. I guess it's close to a month since I posted this, and I just want to get this over with. Got my life back together, started writing again (and trying to keep a consistent update schedule) and Beast's Lair been pushed to the back of my head. Now, I just need to end this for good, place the last nail on the coffin before I shut this down for me. I got some stuff I need to say, and it would be pointless to leave you all with a little snippit and leave you guys to say good-bye. Really, thanks a lot for everything, and now I just need to say some things to some friends of mine...

    Leo-chan, what can I say other than FREEEEEEEEDOOOOOOOM! Haha, I guess leaving like this was a bit unexpected, but I had to do it. You were a cool man- er, woman and a best friend a guy could ask for. You got me into Muv-Luv through hidden manipulation and I know I sort of raised the bar in the creepiness meter, but we had good fun with that. Keep on rockin' and try to give the people here hell.

    Elf... Mama Elf... Elfy, I gotta say you were on of the people that got me into Fate. Way before I joined Beast's Lair, I was just going through FanFiction and stumbled across Steel and Cherry Blossoms. It was one of those fics that got me hooked, despite having a limited knowledge on Fate (or Type-Moon in general). You and Arashi, both of your fics helped me do my research and stumble across Beast's Lair, so thank you for getting me into this.

    Beamy... I just don't know what to say. Started off as the best of pals, then I pushed my fun through the roof and you became apprehensive of me. I don't blame you, I wasn't myself (which is normally being an ass, but a respectful one) and I pushed it. I certainly didn't make the situation any better by cussing at you in the 7th, and I didn't deserve any comfort. I guess you were one of the reasons I had to leave, and even though it helped, I didn't resolve any left over issues. I'm sorry I was an asshole, I'm sorry I pushed it over the edge, and I just hope we could still be friends at the end of this.

    And for all of you who thought I was suicidal, you silly fuckers you~! XD

    This is my good-bye and I don't plan on returning unless it's for something special, like Christmas or my birthday, but this is it.

    So, from me to all of you,

    Peace out.


    Mr. House