Not cheerful first blog entry (cry for help)
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, December 31st, 2012 at 01:20 PM (2166 Views)
Greetings to thee! Another basket case reveals itself on BL!
Yay. Clap clap clap.
Though it may be dismissed as wallowing or drama I'll say it for brevity. Most things in my existence are shit or turning shit. Have been or have turned so throughout my life. Most recently my physical health is declining to match my mental decline. This is really a lot faster to say than to describe and explain everything. It took most of a year with my Counselor.
All my attempts to find any kind of help over the last few years have amounted to very little. A counselor who appears to be doing nothing but recording my falling apart and being put on rather toxic antidepressants by a psychiatrist who apparently isn't interested in anything other than knowing what drugs I want.
Despair.
No hope whatsover.
Apparently unwilling to drugs or suicide.
What do?