So, you may be wondering where I've been all this time
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, February 13th, 2013 at 05:57 PM (6602 Views)
Or maybe not. Some people do care and others don't even know I exist or others do and they haven't asked. How should I put this in words...
To be honest, I've been feeling pretty damn nonplussed lately about a lot of stuff here in BL. I had to help out at some details and stuff because my brother will be moving away, I've been job hunting since New Year's with little to no success, things got slowed down to a crawl and my visits around here have become less and less frequent until now. That being said, I should have probably let you guys know about it, but it can be a little tough to discern who are real friends or good people and who are the indifferent ones to whom I'm only a cog to the system, but I'm working to get out of my funk and see if I can make things work again, thus getting some motivation back. For those who still want me on RPs, I'll give a few more shots and come back here often. I need people to talk to me, even though I don't look like it. Pester me and flood my inbox, Facebook or whatever if you must and I'll take it as a sign that you do care and I'll respond properly.
All I have to do right now is do my best to stay strong. I hope you guys want to take me back.