Chaos Greyblood

non·plussed
/nänˈpləst/
Adjective

(of a person) Surprised and confused so much that they are unsure how to react.
(of a person) Unperturbed.

I take the second one.

It's a shame you're feeling that down . . .

Maybe you should restart your fic project? It'd give you something to do, and an excuse to socialise.

Yep, I think I should. I've been procrastinating for who knows how long... It's a good thing I save stuff in Microsoft Word.

I don't know what I'd do without my copy of XP Word. Love that program (I find the DOCX word kinda strange, I prefer the old layout)

I'd pester you on facebook, but I don't do facebook. I feel your pain on the job hunt, that can be just really difficult, especially if you're looking for something that's not a low paying grunt job. Is it that you can't find anything

Restarting that fic project (I don't know what it is, I've been shamefully avoiding the fanfic section until I picked mine back up), or attempting to craft an original fiction sounds like a good idea to get you thinking again. Heck, if you want someone to bounce ideas off or to proofread /beta-test your stuff, I'd be more then happy to. Procrastination is a bitch, and I'm guessing you're about as far into that habit as I am.

If I may ask, what's your diet and exercise been? That too can be a source of that depression as well (Eat crap and you'll feel like crap, but that's a given. For me, it's quite bad.). If you keep yourself relativity fit, you will feel more active, think clearer, and all those good things that's easy to say and hard to do, it might help you.

Seconding feeling you on the job hunt, been in and out of temp jobs for awhile myself.

I had wondered why you were so quiet, but I could not tell given that some people drift away from online communities after awhile, and you are one of the oldest people here, but I do see oldies cone back, so there is that.

Anyway, don't let minor failures eat at you. If you are having no luck in job hunting, review your resume once more and revise it. Take a day and hang with friends mix things up a bit. And don't be afraid to go outside your preferred career goal if you have the skills to do so. Sometimes you have to do what you have to do, before you can do what you want to do, something my mother told me awhile back.

Well, I'm trying my hand for some office or administration stuff lately and I'm seeing if some relatives want to give me a hand. At the very least, I'm not fat or anything, but I haven't exercised in a while. XDDD That, and my back is acting up a bit.

Still, life will go on and I thank you guys for the comments. If you got more on your mind, now's the time to share it.

@nintendonick, this is what either my guestbook or PM box are for. I check my mail regularly, so there's a good chance I receive notifications in there. That goes for everyone here as well, so when you do drop me a line, it's a sure bet I see it because I check for job results on my e-mail. It's easier that way.