All in the Golden Afternoon

I've been feeling incredibly "down" for as long as I can remember and it's getting to the point where I'd just rather sleep than I would go through the hassle of living.

What should I tell my doctor? I want to get on some kind of anti-depressant if it'd help, but I'm worried that telling him that would force him to keep me under watch or something. Do I censor it or just tell him like it is?

As for why I am asking on here and not someplace more suitable, I already have an account on here, and don't feel like signing up somewhere else.